Clarity = More Confusion
What is clarity anyways? I stand in a hallway full of open doors. The last thing I want to do is sit down and pout. Unfortunately that is where I am. "Life's not fair. It's not supposed to be like this, blah, blah, blah..." I am faced with a decision: Do I shut the doors on my own thusly choosing to invest everything where I am currently, or do I take a flying leap into the unknown? Some might say that this is a poor time for me to be contemplating these things, this has historically been a bad time of year for me. I think there is some truth to that but I can't escape the fact that this has been going on for far too long.
The truth is I wish someone would just tell me what to do. You can think I'm a chicken now, go ahead.
I have been given a work to do. God's calling on my life is sure, but my training is incomplete. I want to grow into all that God has in mind for me to be, I want to fulfill His design for my life. And like it or not I think that it's possible that it may be time for me to move to the next step of my development.